Confusion


Standing at the the fork in the road
I'm so unsure of which way to go
Mixed messages my head and heart are sending
And I dont know where the roads are bending

Confusion,
It bounces around my head
Confusion,
Tears my heart into shreds
Confusion,
My stomach feels like lead
Confusion,
Tossing and turning in my bed

Oh, to turn right, or do I need to go left?
How do I understand which way is correct?
I just want to be sure before I go
That's why, I'm still stuck at the crossroad

Confusion,
It bounces around my head
Confusion,
Tears my heart into shreds
Confusion,
My stomach feels like lead
Confusion,
And all those tears that I've shed

I know that I must look before I cross
I want to move on, but at what cost?
I try to sort it out, and I get lost
My head, my heart - which do I trust?

Confusion,
It bounces around my head
Confusion,
Tears my heart into shreds
Confusion,
My stomach feels like lead
Confusion,
I want to live my life without regret

I know I have to make my move
But I don't which path to choose
It's hard, when I have so much to lose
Oh, how I wish I wasn't so confused

Confusion,
It bounces around my head
Confusion,
Tears my heart into shreds
Confusion,
My stomach feels like lead
Confusion,
Only G-d knows what lies ahead

I must take his hand, follow his lead,
But I don't know where He's taking me.
I feel like I am blind and can not see,
But for an easy life, there's no guarantee.

Confusion,
It bounces around my head
Confusion,
Tears my heart into shreds
Confusion,
My stomach feels like lead
Confusion,
Will it all work out in the end?

Confusion,
On which path will I tread?
Confusion,
So much remains unsaid.
Confusion?
No, I will choose instead
My Conclusion:
Expect good, with arms widespread!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

brilliant! Just read it aloud to someone who's also standing at the crossroads of life, confused... thank you for striking a note. beautifully written

Unknown said...

i remember reading this poem about a month ago, and understanding every word in it, i thought i commented on it, but i guess i didnt.. now its already too late.. sorry pesha.
rest in peace i hope things are good for you up there!!!!